[= Smile Always =]

well well well...
suddenly feel that i dun even understand
her now... she seems to be different outside...
is she turning bad?
how did her attitude became like that?
i just dun understand...
lacking of communication with her...
from what i have seen at home
and outside with her
she's timid... ...
nvr did i expect that she actually... ... haix...
when she's with her friends...
hmmmhmmhh...
izzit really the friends that she hang
around with that makes her... ...
no ideaaa....
kinda fear that she might go the wrong way...
reading her blog was... ... haix...
really different people got different attitude...
eventhough they are kins...
no ideaa...

nuer:
you might be right
they taking advantage of it
but what can i do?
no matter what they are my sis mahx...
if i dun help den who will??
sometimes really feel angry about it
but after a few minutes
things become normal again... ...
why? cox there's LOVE between a
family... no matter how bad they treat you
or what they did to you or whateva
nothing can change the LOVE
of a famiy...
we are flowing the same blood inside...
we are one family...
so no matter what?! be it misunderstanding,
dislike or whatsoever,
there shouldnt be any hatred
YES! you might get angry
but after awhile things should be alright liao...
i admit i hate the sentence
'cox you're dajie mahx'
really frastrated and angry and annoying about it
but what can i do??
im really dajie worx... ...
fact is a fact... you cannot change it...
and nuer you should know de...
i not those kind of people who do not care
de... even if they are not my family... =)
so nuer...
i hope what i says here also able to
help you out...
not just nuer... you and she and he
too... anybody who's having some family problems
REMEMBER THIS!
no matter what, there's always LOVE in a family
this is a fact and it cannot be change
no matter how much you hate them,
there's always LOVE inside you...
you will nvr hate them fully!
why? because there's LOVE! =D

FED-UP!!!

why are you just so stubborn?

already says unable liao and i'm thinking till

my head crack lar! tell you nicely

in the end got scolded giving me those

kind of attitude. Shit lor!

it's not the first time le lor...

this few months seems good... thought that things

started to change but in the end....

NONONO... ...

haix... ...

I always hate when they says

cox you're dajie mah

cox you're dajie mah...

haix...

when im dame busy the word'dajie'

still come and find me lar.

no matter what i says,

im busy asked them to do lar

they so free and it's something

they are able to do de lorx...

in the end

you're dajie mahx...

hello! they are already 11 and 14

le!!! some of the stuff they have to know

should alr know how to do liao

but in the end?!

still 'dajie'

asked them to learn

in the end?!

for what? dun want lar! lazy

you know can liao mahx..

you dajie leh!!

shit lor!!!

haix...

BUT how?

what can i do? nothing.

just too soft hearted

was angry for that one minute

and after that

i still do it for them... haix...

forget it lar.no hope de lar

dun think things gonna

change for the following

years bah.

Siman, you need to be strong in any situation.
face everything with all ur bravery.
take things one by one, sort it one by one.
what ever that come to u,
just face it.
dont take a pity of urself.
No matter how awful it gonna be,
it somehow will end.
What ever the ending gonna be,
just accept it and look forward.
Problems in life is really very vast,
it wont come from one source or one event.
but it will come everywhere
and even from the people
that u are closest with.
anything could happen.
BUT,
PLEASE,
SIMAN.
You got to be STRONG,
do not hesitate in anything that
u set as your goal before.
do not hesitate of what
u have been wanting to achieve.
look forward and do it.
anything that hinder you from achieving it,
do not try to confused or stress yourself.
try to solve it,
no matter how long it will take,
no matter how complicated it gonna be,
no matter how serious it will be,
just FACE it.
All the bad times will end eventually.
its just the matter of time
and
ur willingness of facing and solving it.

Life is just like pieces of scattered puzzle that
we have to mend all together one by one.
Its just the matter of time
and
ur willingness to complete
the whole piece of puzzle and
find out whats the results once the puzzle
has been completed.

yippee=)
guzheng outing!!! super happy=D
but not all members went...
meet mx yx jt and leanne at BL at 10
mx leanne jt and me wear till... hmmm...
jiu nice nice lor... den yx wear shorts and t-shirt...
and so we asked je not to wear shorts and t-shirt...
hhhax... all wanna yx to be extra... lols
but in the end yx attire benefits more!! why??
read on=P
meet nuer at redhill and off we go to santouka
for early lunch=)
really early!!! have our lunch at 11am lar...
and we are the first customer for the day!!!=)
ordered shoyu and oomoli shio & miso...
and the six of us SHARE SHARE!!! =P
talk to jimmy and hazel
then realise that a lot of things change in
santouka!!! haix... like shit now!!! URGH!!!
then saw laogong, she working at 12...
and this week is her last week!!! OMG!!!
but also good lar... stay there and look at those ppl!! URGH
and then mx and leanne funny lar...
cox je realise i got one laogong... and means she got
one more 'daddy'
which is xingyue lar... lols...
then mx and leanne says...
first one called daddy
second is lao pa
third is papa
=.='''

anw, after lunch went to vivo
on the way to vivo!!!! i was being bullied lar!!!
humpf!!! mx yx leanne and je
all bully me!!! juniors bully senior... wah!!!
HUMPF!!!! HUMPF!!!! haahahhax...
and then and then,
at vivo, went to see if there's any show to watch
but nope... not bcox of the timing, jiu shi
dun want to watch if not is M18 de... lol... so went
for back-up...
and we are really random lor... hahahx...
suggested ice skating, kbox, escape, sentosa, bowling
after some discussion, left with kbox and sentosa
then hj suggest toss coin, tail is sentosa, head is kbox
in the end... went to sentosa...
and no matter how many times and who toss it...
wo men ming zhong zhu ding go sentosa...
lols... and imagine we wear till like that go sentosa??
the most beneficial is yx liao lorx...
t-shirt and short and slipper... lols...
went to palawan beach and soak our feet!!! hahahx...
while jt started drawing... and i asked him to draw
seashell and he really draw!!! omgoodness!!!
when hj reached, we went to find him barefooted...
and its really really hot!!! foot burning... lols...
barefooted cox got sand... we just soak our feet
before going siloso, passby 7-11
so grab a drink big glup SHARE SHARE
and off we go to luge...
in the end, didnt play cox ex and not worth
it and kinda a lot of ppl...
so decided to cycle or blading...
jt and je blade while others cycle...
imagine we wear till like that cycle and blade???
lols... aint we pro?? hahahax.
return bic at 450 and off we go to vivo and have early
dinner at carls' jr...

leanne and je left at 530 cox they eating dinne at home...
and this time mx taken revenge...
at ajisen she was super duper wooper full..
cox yx and me give her our shares...
now, we ordered fish & chips each and one pkt onion ring
share share... after finished the fish & chips,
mx said she very full liao.. in the end
the whole packet of onion ring yx and me finished!!!
super duper wooper full lar...
after that went ts see and off we go...
yx and me went home while
jt and hj went city hall and mx to airport...
her bro coming back tdy... from aust...
hmmm... as for the photos...
think upload next time when gotten
all the photos... =)

went for ward visit at

IMH(institute of metal health)

a lot of emotion during the ward visit...

the people there are not what we think they are...

the image of those people we have is that

they are noisy

mei you zhi xun

feng feng dian dian de

etc...

BUT!!!

when you went in,

started to get together with them,